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If you've ever left your grocery list somewhere I've probably already tacked it to my wall

by Flower Politics

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My cat's gonna eat me when I die I can't confide in her now that I've realized this, melatonin's not enough, when these nights are so rough, I didn't sign up for this, My cat's a second pillow, I try to hug her everyday but she runs away, If I die, I know that she'll eat me, What kind of loyalty is this, And there's a car crash 3 miles away, my cat comes to save the day but she's blood thirsty, I try to laugh it off, tried to laugh it off, but it's so disturbing, why can't we live in harmony? Car crash, 3 miles away, my cat comes to save the day, bloodthirsty
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I've only had 2 panic attacks today banished ghosts from my room, hey. getting a lot done, everything should be in place, Eyeliner's always a mess, everything's a metaphor anyway, Do you think the ghosts take satire for what it's worth, everything is black and bleak and it keeps on getting worse, your skin's pale and cold, I know it's getting old, and it's not to be romanticized, but you seem to thrive like I do, on coffee drenched lullabies, you're so divine, the empty space between our bones cries for some warmth, but we don't know how to live in the sunshine, If I title this mixtape "my feelings" and throw it at your face will you feel this facade?
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I've only had 2 panic attacks today banished ghosts from my room, hey. getting a lot done, everything should be in place, Eyeliner's always a mess, everything's a metaphor anyway, Do you think the ghosts take satire for what it's worth, everything is black and bleak and it keeps on getting worse, your skin's pale and cold, I know it's getting old, and it's not to be romanticized, but you seem to thrive like I do, on coffee drenched lullabies, you're so divine, the empty space between our bones cries for some warmth, but we don't know how to live in the sunshine, If I title this mixtape "my feelings" and throw it at your face will you feel this facade?
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Residual 03:20
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The TV won't stop selling you drugs your boyfriend thinks he's a real thug your life is clearly a mess you're 16 and you still wear sketchers you're 20 but you still shop at walmart the love comes cheaper than the hair dye its drenched in your life is a plastic bottle but its non-recyclable you cast your songs into the ocean where they're eaten by sharks your bed welcomes tourists every night but your grandma still sends you valentines your eyeliner is clearly a mess and so is the way you dress even concealer can't hide the fact that your dayjob isn't working I wan't to go to your funeral so I can watch you rot (Outro)
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the air smells fresh again the water is cold and you're still breathing slow but surely and your gaze is soft but steady I swear i hear your voice in the wind I can't escape the gravity of it I didn't have to kill you I didn't have to smother you face in duct tape but it's better that way I didn't have to stab you I didn't have to bring all my cats to eat your flesh away you're still smiling in your grave the dirt collects in your lungs It's not my fault It's all my fault even plants grow in the dirtiest places I'm still running the mazes I'm still back in the phases of what we were and how I loved your corpse for what it's worth I still fucking hate your guts I didn't have to kill you didn't have to smother your face
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Amphibian 03:27
we're cold hearted but we adapt we're just vultures fighting for flesh but we'll never be full Fuck you Web MD for making me feel like I have cancer Fuck you morals for making me a monster I can be pure I can be whole But for now I'm just trying to be enough to hold when it gets cold and the wind is so violent like you, like me, we're all so empty Isn't it kind of funny when our smiles are pulled apart, we're all so dark Help I've got tunnel vision again
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I've learned the ways of the trailer park my cats just with me for my body girl in the librarys reading a book about teen rape when i fall asleep youre still awake I call my songs "experimental" as a disclaimer for their suckiness I swear I'm not on drugs
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released January 8, 2014

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